Who do you talk to at a time like this?
I’ve felt for a long while like I was losing my faith. If I did I thought there would be some moment, like a sudden blinding insight of “oh, I don’t believe in God”.
The thing is, I still do. But there’s no blinding insight.
Just the sensation that I’ve drifted further and further away from Him and now I’m lost at sea.
Things that once seemed “wrong” to me, now just seem “meh, whatever”.
When I pray, or go to church I feel nothing. I hear nothing. Maybe I just have to go on believing and going through the motions, but I feel like there’s nothing to anchor me any more.
I want to believe…
Posted on Thursday November 17th
